1 Cor 13: 4-8

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails…

2012

Hello. First post of 2012.

I feel like I’m still living in 2011. I’m still typing 2011 at times. It just doesn’t feel like it’s already a new year.

I can’t believe I’m turning 19 in just 14 days time. And Chinese New Year is in 15 days time. Yes, apparently my Chinese birthday is on Chinese New Year Eve.

 

8 days have passed. Within 8 days, there are lot of fun stuff that happened like celebrating the new year till early in the morning, Open House 2012 and random stuffs in school. Let’s hope this would continue on for the rest of the year.

 

Anyway, this year, for my birthday, I don’t have the mood to celebrate. I’m clueless about what to do. My friends would definitely be not free on the actual day. Other people whose birthday is around mine actually have parties or something but not me. I would never expect my friends to actually surprise me. That’s like something they would never do for me. All of them would just be waiting for me to plan something then tell them. I’m always the birthday cum organiser. FML.

Actually, I don’t anyone would remember my birthday. It’s not like my 17th where I could drill it into all my besties mind. I was just too thick-skinned then. Not now.

 

Talking about besties. I don’t feel like I have any other than Orlena. They are all too busy. Just too busy.  I don’t even talk to them much. Only when we actually see each other or plan to meet up then we would talk. :( I don’t like it.

Why is this happening? I don’t know. I hate it a lot. I hate it when we’re suppose to meet up and people cancel on me. I hate it when they don’t bother. I hate it when it seems like I’m the only one that wants to meet up and like I’m forcing on them to meet me. I just hate it all.

 

Close to the end,

Hello, am back again.

It’s about to be the end of 2011! 8 MORE DAYS TO 2012! This has been quite a fruitful year right? And this year seems to pass by really fast. I guess it is because of the busy schedule I had.

Let me see, what has happen this year…

  1. I turned 18
  2. Started school on Valentine Day and got to know my preparatory program mates
  3. Y1S1 officially started on 18 April
  4. First event – Land Transport Gallery Children Festival
  5. Second event – HTC ‘Likes’ Award
  6. Got into JIVE committee
  7. Third event – Ramadhan-On-Wheels
  8. End of Y1S1
  9. JIVE Camp 2011 (First planning involved event)
  10. Fourth event – YOUTHphoria
  11. Fifth event – Formula One Grand Prix 2011
  12. Y1S2 starts
  13. Amanda’s Big Day
  14. Sixth event – Anime Festival Asia 2011
  15. BFF’s Big Day
  16. JIVE Seniors Farewell Party
  17. Seventh event – Standard Chartered Marathon 2011
  18. Jeremy’s Big Day
  19. Field Trips #1 – MBS
  20. Field Trip #2 – Sentosa
  21. Field Trip #3 – Orchard
  22. BIRTHDAYS! <3 (Andy, Gen,Royston,Nat&Orlena 18th, Grandpa’s 90th, Hong Xuan’s 20th, Amanda’s 22nd, Hellven’s 21st)
  23. Meet-ups! (With Y1S1 friends, Primary school mates, NV friends…)
  24. Photoshoot (@KTM Railway Track, for Isabelle…)

Woahhhhhh. That’s kind of a long list uhs?

See, I’m like sooooooo busy. Not to mention, I still had to study for UTs, and the countless meetings. It took quite a lot of my time. But worthwhile ^^

But I do have enough time for my family, I guess…Let’s hope and wish for a better year in 2012!

Enjoy!

Going crazy.

After so long, I’m back. Back to wordpress.

So I think after my last post, which was in June (ah, so long ago!), many things has happened and I do believe there are many good things with a few bad.

And up to date, school has ended for me, so is GOODBYE Y1S1! But, I’m still going back to school for meetings and more meetings for JIVE.

It’s crazy but I still like it, just that I love to complain. So oh well.

But recently, I’m not only busy with JIVE events, but also my sister’s wedding! DENG DENG DENG DENG! AMANDA IS GETTING MARRIED! Exciting siol!

 

And I realise I’ve not stayed at home for more than 24 hours for two weeks, and it’s really not a good thing, cause my mum will be nagging. What’s worst? I won’t get to for the coming week as well.

Anyway, shall just have to end here. Need to concentrate on my show (:

Leave me alone, can’t you?

Why can’t you just leave me be?

I may be 18, I may act like 12, but why can’t you let me be and stop harping on it? So what other kids at the age of 18 are working and supporting their family? It’s obvious I ain’t one of them. Why can’t you just leave it be?

When I was 16, you said the same thing.

Now I’m 18, you’re still saying the same thing.

WHAT DO YOU ACTUALLY WANT FROM ME?

 

I do think you’re bias do you know that? From time to time, you threaten me, telling me to quit school if I don’t want to go to school even it’s just a few times. However the one that doesn’t go to school even though she could have, failed at so many other things that she have tried but now when she says she wants to study again, you tell her you’ll pay some of her fee.

Is it just because I’ve always listened to you, so you think that threatening me with these will just work wonders? Seriously?

 

 

 

 

I do not know what I’m typing anymore. I just feel really pissed and upset about these things. You’re making me really tired mentally.

Fake.

I’m fake.

Know why?

 

Cause I’m typing ‘Haha’ in my tweets but in fact, I’m tearing up.

 

 

 

I’m speechless about you. But I’m still your sister. I still care about you.

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